tofu stir fry.

today when i tweeted about my tofu teriyaki stir fry it made me think.
the word "love" means a bunch of different things.
it can mean love, like family love, or friend love in how you care about someone a lot.
it can mean love as in romantic love.
and it can mean love like you reallyreally like a food or object.

i seem to use it a lot, maybe too much. the first kind of love i mean whenever i say it to a person, but not a food or i'd cry every time i ate it!
i think that's a new goal of mine. to think about the words i use and what they actually mean before i say them. i think i just need to expand my vocabulary of words to explain things i really enjoy.

what do you think about that sort of thing?

that's all for now.
^.^
(oh and i will post about the gathering soon. maybe tonight.)

the gathering. part one blog.

well i don't think i have enough time to type out everything about the gathering in just one blog, and i feel like i should at least put up something.
so here's part one blog about it.

okay. so friday cierra, mal, and i got up extremely early to go to oregon. all of us were very tired i think. but we had doughnuts and then we perked up for the most part. it seemed like ages to get there though, even longer than last time, which was really hard to deal with. i was probably hard to deal with on the way there too, i was excited to meet everyone so i complained. when we got to the airport we had to find zach and he took so long to come down to the luggage part. then we found him and it was good! ^.^ we got his suitcase then we drove awayyy. then we drove to matt's house YAY. and we met everyone, it was super fun. we hung out with cade, ryan, adam, justin, matt, and garney and they were so brilliant! i had so much fun just hanging out with everyone, and i felt totally comfortable, not nervous a bit once we were together for ten or so minutes. it's surreal to be with people you relate to so much, it's awesome.
later on in the day i learned to be a man from matt and zach. valuable lessons i will treasure forever.
i can't remember everything that happened the first day right this moment. but most of it isn't in chronological order anyway.
so that's that until i write the next part.
<333
i really miss everyone a lot. :( that's always a good way to end a blog, on a sad note right?

i got the fellowship of the ring soundtrack. i love ittt! 

i love it a ton.

maybe i'll blog about the gathering later. i'm still sad it's over and i miss everyone loads. :(

when i've come to grips that i won't see everyone again for a year, maybe then i'll be able to do it.

new hair.

for some reason i feel sophisticated and more old with this hair.

i dunno why, but i'm happy with it! you'll see soon! ^.^

it's so soon it seems like it's going to be months.

ack! five days, since it's after midnight.

but i'm just way excited to go back and see everyone. i could use the vacation too.

it seems like the closer it gets to the gathering the more i miss everyone, cause i know it's so close, and the only thing standing in between the fun and me, is the work week.

it's gonna be a busy week, i probably won't have much time to think about it then, so i'm just going to think about it all the time until monday rolls around. 

i'm going to mentally prepare myself to be outgoing and actually talk to people.

it's gonna be amazing, i know it! ^.^

but before the amazing, there's work to be done. lots.

i'm gonna be under so much stress during the week i'll probably sleep the whole way there, well most of the way. just until we get zach in the car and i can harass him so he won't be able to sleep.

he cannot be a bum and just sleep once the party starts, and everyone knows the party is where i'm at! (kiddinggg.)

anyway. i'm gonna try and blog somewhat often now cause i've really been slacking lately. anywayy goodnight world!

v8?

So i was reading about v8 juice randomly just about five minutes ago, and apparently if you drink it before you go to sleep you have either 

a. REALLY vivid dreams.

b. lucid dreams.

c. really good memory of your dreams the next morning.

i guess we'll see how this works seeing as i'm drinking some right now!

^.^

other news.

i've been playing kingdom hearts ii a TON.

and i mean a TONtonTON. i think i need rehab or something! it's that bad when i think i need rehab myself.

but it's super fun and i love it. i'm prolly gonna get chain of memories or maybe the first one, and deffo the new one when it comes out.

eeeeek!

i'm such a sora fangirl, it's embarrassing.

this series is one of those things that i can get way into really quickly. i'm excited.

found a bunch of jewelry i want that's kh oriented.

kaybaii.

(oh and NW in. . . twenty days? EEEEEEEEE. So. cannot. wait.)

thatzak is my rival.

so says my brother.

the point of this blog is to say that i made myself sick from eating too many rice balls.
especially too many sweet ones that i made with marshmallows in the middle and white sugar in the rice. it tasted good at the time! but my stomach ache doesn't make me want to do it again.
kbai.